Back To Normal...

i'm fine now...everything's back to normal.  things are where they're supposed to be.  no more complications with that aspect of my life.  although at times, i kinda miss what i used to do...but its quite unhealthy in the long run.  so i'm thankful.  now, i can actually laugh and show a genuine smile :)  i guess now, i can truly say...i'm happy :)

a new obstacle.  work.  hahaha...  i wonder where i'll end up...

How Dare You

march 7


so this is the way its gotta be huh??? then so be it. i am tired of your friggin attitude mr.player. i have been more than generous to you and this is how you treat me??? i haven't cursed anyone in public before and i'm not gonna start now...but you sure make me itch to do so... erase everything. sige go. but you can never undo what we went through. you may deny it to your death (you're good at that too) but Lord knows what really happened. now i know why destiny didn't give you to me... i'm back to the person who really loved me unconditionally. you almost ruined that. thank God things could still be fixed. you may not have saved your relationship, but i was able to save mine. thank you for discouraging me to patch things up with him...you gave me the determination to prove you wrong. i will be forever grateful for everything you've done for me. but it ends there. may you find your inner peace and...ummm...a proper state of mind???... goodluck and goodbye.

One Last Cry video by Brian Mcknight @ VideoCodeZone.com

SHOULDA WOULDA COULDA

People said that together we were both sides of the same coin And we would shine like Venus in a clear night sky
We thought our love could overcome the circumstances
But my ambition wouldn't allow for compromise.


I could see in the distance all the dreams that we didn't make
And every choice I had to make left you on your own
Somehow the road we started down had split us under
Too late to realise how far apart we'd grown.


And how I wish I
Wish I'd done a little bit more
Now shoulda woulda coulda means I'm outta time
Shoulda woulda coulda can't change your mind
And I wonder
Wonder what I'm gonna do
Shoulda woulda coulda are the last words of a fool.


People ask how it feels to live the kinda life others dream about
I tell them everybody gotta face their highs and their lows
And in my life there's a love that I put aside Coz I was busy lovin' something else
And so for every little thing you hold onto
You gotta let something else go


How I wish I
Wish I'd done a little bit more
Now shoulda woulda coulda means I'm outta time
Shoulda woulda coulda can't change your mind
And I wonder
Wonder what I'm gonna do
Shoulda woulda coulda are the last words of a fool...


If I would never say the opportunity's a fake
I know I'm right where I belong
But sometimes when I'm not that strong...


I wish I
Wish I'd done a little bit more
Now shoulda woulda coulda means I'm outta time
Shoulda woulda coulda can't change your mind
And I wonder
Wonder what I'm gonna do
Shoulda woulda coulda are the last words of a fool.


And how I wish I... 
Wish I'd done a little bit more
Now shoulda woulda coulda means I'm outta time
Shoulda woulda coulda can't change your mind
And I wonder
Wonder what I'm gonna do
Shoulda woulda coulda are the last words of a fool.